May 31, 2009

30th of May

Today, had a friend msg me…he very seldom sms with me one…I am very happy that he told me a good news. Which is he had get his result. He gets B- in the FOA. I was very happy to hear about it. Cause I can help him in the FOA. I am not the good teacher, I am don’t know how to teaching somebody. Just do the question together and answer the question which he is asking. Thanks. You are making me very happy.

At phone, continue sms with you. I knowing that he is now studying degree at HELP with his 3 friends. He now feel very weird although just went to school 1 time. I am also same with him. All the friends had not same class. We need to adapt the new environment. Hope that we can adapt it in the shortest time. Friends…I am missing all of you…

Keep in touch ya..

28th of May
















Yeah!!! I had graduated my diploma course!!!
I am very happy…
If the date had been confirm, I hope my friends and my family can attend for it.
Happy…
Group 5, I can graduate with all of you.
We together go for the convocation ya^^

27th of May




















Hehe~very touching^^
Today nini buy some herbal candy for me…
Muack~~
Thanks a lot..
My throat now become better jor^^
Got another 1 person concern about me…
Wang Cheng da bao dinner for me^^
Happy~~

25th of May

I am still sick. I felt very uncomfortable. But felt very touching, when knowing that had many friends concern about me. Thanks ya, Ni, Wen, Pui, Mei, Sing, Cheng, Carmen, Jia Wen and Pei Voon.

I can’t sleep well at the night, not! I should say I can’t sleep for the whole night. This is the first time I can’t sleep at the night. Even 1 minute. It made me felt very painstaking. I kept turned left and right, the eye kept looking at the ceiling.

I don’t know what I should do. What kind of things made me can’t sleep? Is it you? Or sick made me can’t sleep? I was kept looking to my phone. Am I waiting your sms? Don’t dream it already! It will not happen! I am looking the clock which on my phone. The time pass very fast. Already reach 4.43p.m. I want to sms with someone. But no one I can sms to. Cause all are sleeping now. I can’t because I can’t sleep then wake up someone.

Just continue do my things which are turn left and right, and kept looking at the ceiling. The brain is thinking a lot of things. Study? Relationship? A lot…haha…already 7a.m. is time to wake up.

Early in the morning, I was sms my friends. All are still sleeping. Hehe… Wen called me. She asked me want to eat breakfast together? I said ok ah. Then, I went out from house a while, but felt want to faint already. So, didn’t having breakfast with them. Luckily I didn’t follow them, cause they going 1U. That is too far for me. Haiz… Wait for next time la.

I am felt better at the night. So, accompany my friends go Carrefour buy stuff. Then, we went to pasar malam also. I am quiet happy going out with them. Happy. Thanks ya^^ all my friends. Muack…

24th of May




















我病了…
应该是哭到伤风了,
鼻水流到喉咙那儿…
喉咙就发炎了…
喉咙发炎导致发烧…

本来为了省钱,
所以不去看医生,
只吃了一些panadol,
和贴了一片退热贴,
本来没东西的,
烧也退了…
但晚上它又回来了,
害得我晚饭都没吃…

自己在外面买了一些退烧药,
但是吃了还是没有效…
已是12.00a.m.
爸爸就带我去看医生…
来到熟悉的一间药房…
“我曾经陪他来这儿看医生”
想起很多的东西…
不应该再想他^^
看医生用了RM51 叻!超贵…

好病不病,
第二天刚要开学就来个大病…
病到我脚都软…
害我无法搭车去上学…
我怕我会晕倒,
因为在搭车的路途上只有我一个人…
希望跟得上老师所教的东西…

May 22, 2009

傻瓜~~~

















幸福
真的只是一瞬间…
在那一个时刻,感觉…盼望已久的幸福已来到我身边…
让我感到很开心
但……好的东西永远不会在我身边逗留一段很长的时间…
很快的需要从睡梦中过来…
就在我睡醒的那三个小时…
我需要从睡梦中醒过来…
接受那一切…
它不再是属於我的…
感觉很痛…很痛…

承诺…
承诺能够随便给的吗?
你所说的一切我都记得…
但你做不到
我应该继续相信你吗?

我错了吗?我很傻吗?
我并不觉得…
就觉得心真的很痛…
我无法不接受这事实…
了…
哭久了,眼泪会是不咸的吗?
我哭到泪水真的变成不咸了,眼睛肿了,声音没了…
应该是我哭到最厉害的一次…

这几天只想待在家…
哪里都不想去…
什么都不想吃…
找不到人哭诉…
更不想别人为我担心
但…我依然等待着那一份失落
每天早上一睁开眼睛,
都希望会有他的信息…
但…还是没有…我又了…
我要学会坚强
因为没有人会帮到我…
我更不需要别人可怜我...

如何解决这一切?
唯一的方法就是让时间冲淡一切
你并不是一个坏人
谢谢你…
希望你不会忘记曾经有个人在你的爱情旅程中留下脚印…
哈哈…
傻婆在等待着另一个能够真心喜欢我的傻佬